confused on what day it is tbh

hiiiiii,

so i kind of kept having to ask myself what day of omad am i on…. and well if im being honestly i barely know the days anyway because school is killing ya girl. pray for me that i’ll survive the next three weeks pls.

it’s day four, btw. so far it’s been fine. i think the only time i’ve felt very hungry was this morning; mind you, it’s the first day out of the four i’m really out and out with a schedule- waking up around 7am for classes and work all day.

oh, and i weighed myself today! 211.4lbs, truly a bummer. i thought i was around 210 and would be on my way down to 200 at this point. lolol my body is like “b*tch, you thought”.

this kind of left me in a mini-slump that was lifted when i reached out on twitter asking if anyone has done intermittent fasting before and two very lovely ladies helped give me insights on their journey and directed me to many resources like the reddit thread on intermittent fasting so that was definitely cool.

there are times i almost forget i’m still in fasting mode. like, this morning- i was packing my lunch and almost licked my fingers just out of habit! not sure how much that would affect my progress but i caught myself last minute. i’m kind of scared i’m gonna break the fast subconsciously.

as weirdly as it seems, smelling food is helpful in some way. i’ve always been a person that enjoys smelling food. the smell doesn’t necessarily trigger me so far but kind of is just really nice, haha.

gonna leave it here because it’s midnight and i want to get rid of wanting to see immediate results. it’s late and i’m incoherent already.

goodnight to all and none,

impatient