i didn’t mention this before but a MAJOR barrier between joining the AF is my weight. i currently weigh maybe two bucks and a dime, if i’m being nice. that’s 210 lbs and that’s being very generous. i was originally at 221 in june but i went to the gym for three months and lost maybe 10 pounds but stopped going. things went downhill from there. i’ve been trying to lose weight but it’s hard (duh) especially emotionally/mentally. i bought a gym membership, registration fee and all for almost $120 and have only gone maybe 4 times in total. not making any progress on this front.
so i randomly decided to try the OMAD intermittent fasting plan. again, something i never thought i would do since the 16:8 thing was hard for me. but go big or go home, right? why not add more stress?????? i’m a masochist that way.
anyway, yesterday was thanksgiving and i last ate/drank at 7pm. i had my meal today at 1pm-2pm and have not ate anything else since then. i still feel full from lunch or maybe from all the water i’m drinking. *shrugs*
so i’m gonna hopefully try to do OMAD for a week and then a month, if possible. again, your girl is desperate for a quick fix and i think i need to learn the hard way on this. it’ll be hard – i’m studying for my exams and it’s getting closer to the end of the semester. say a prayer for your girl if you would like to.
that’s all for tonight.
here’s to knowing headaches are to come and hoping i don’t faint,
still desperate
lost, confused, and stagnant 